points
point 1.: it’s exciting that the campus has finally gotten itself into a controversy that has nothing to do with either issues of queer identity/representation or israel/palestine. it doesn’t even matter what i think, particularly, although after reading various opinions, pro and con, including professor tim burke’s, i still don’t have a strong opinion. that’s okay! this isn’t queer issues! this isn’t israel! i CAN be kinda here, kinda there, not totally invested. and what a relief that is.
point 2.: i have abscesses in the cornea of my left eye. no, i don’t know what abscesses mean, or how to spell the word. i had to go to chester/crozer yesterday to have a cheerful doctor tell me to keep wearing my glasses at least until saturday and put in two kind of eye drops ten thousand times a day. he did say whether this will cure me; i can only assume it will.
meanwhile this has rather affected my week. constant headaches, in one instance exorcist-type projectile vomiting (green, no less!), & lots and lots of sleep because my vision in my dreams at least is not impaired. i always wonder in these situations whether i’m being punished for vanity, or pride, or one of the other seven deadly sins in which we jews do not believe.
in fact, i only believe in a punitive god when it seems i’m being punished. i try to take it meekly: i’m wearing the glasses and even somewhat getting used to them, though i once declared i would not leave the room in them. now i need only design a holloween costume around them …